Held in Reserve

I sometimes feel like I am constantly Held in Reserve for life. My life anyway. I have so much to offer and would love to move forward with a family of my own, but it seems to remain just out of reach. I have met some nice men lately who are honorable and easy to respect, but I can only pray that one such man sees in me what I have to offer and let the rest be in the hands of someone wiser than I. I don't know why I am in reserve, if the lesson comes in waiting or if the need is not there, but I do know that I can ready to act. I am ready to step up to the plate and be a wife and a mother. Till them I am working on serving all those around me and continuing in faith. Of course I could just be a secret weapon... something to think about :)